I don't really have an opinion about defense mechanisms. Or maybe I do. They work, most of the times? Maybe sometimes. Sometimes its the wrong people you use them against, and you're like oops, that wall shouldn't have been there. And then, those people force you to put them up for all the wrong reasons? I wouldn't really know. And I think they don't even realize. And I don't think its their fault either. That's just the way some people become, experts at putting up defense mechanisms.
There's the first set of defense mechanisms. The you let people get through them. And then they're in way too much to not force you to put up another set of defense mechanisms in place, only so you don't have to deal with stuff. That's just really messed up.
That and over thinking things. I over think. Way too much for my own good. And then I'm like, wtf am I doing, and go back to over thinking things. That's even more messed up. And really scary, because over thinking is like a concentric circle. You just go round and round and round and round. Rather a downward concentric spiral. It's mad difficult to shut your brain and get back to real life. But then how isn't overt thinking not real life? You're just examining things and possibilities that could happen. So over thinking sounds just about right.
So then, defense mechanisms and over thinking are so typically human. You just don't realize it. But now you do, because I told you. People should listen to me. I should write a self- help book. oh ha ha. That would be so much fun. I could mess people and get paid for it. Wait, couldn't you do that by counseling people too?
I was forcefully made to hear Niki Minaj's song, You're a stupid hoe. The only question I asked was, why am I still alive? Not that I am a music major or anything, but man that song is ridiculous. What is she? The next Lady Gaga or something. I thought on was enough for this world. And I know my music, I might listen to a lot of bollywood stuff, but when I listen to angrezi stuff, it's pretty much the right thing. Wait, why again do people like Niki Minaj?
There's the first set of defense mechanisms. The you let people get through them. And then they're in way too much to not force you to put up another set of defense mechanisms in place, only so you don't have to deal with stuff. That's just really messed up.
That and over thinking things. I over think. Way too much for my own good. And then I'm like, wtf am I doing, and go back to over thinking things. That's even more messed up. And really scary, because over thinking is like a concentric circle. You just go round and round and round and round. Rather a downward concentric spiral. It's mad difficult to shut your brain and get back to real life. But then how isn't overt thinking not real life? You're just examining things and possibilities that could happen. So over thinking sounds just about right.
So then, defense mechanisms and over thinking are so typically human. You just don't realize it. But now you do, because I told you. People should listen to me. I should write a self- help book. oh ha ha. That would be so much fun. I could mess people and get paid for it. Wait, couldn't you do that by counseling people too?
I was forcefully made to hear Niki Minaj's song, You're a stupid hoe. The only question I asked was, why am I still alive? Not that I am a music major or anything, but man that song is ridiculous. What is she? The next Lady Gaga or something. I thought on was enough for this world. And I know my music, I might listen to a lot of bollywood stuff, but when I listen to angrezi stuff, it's pretty much the right thing. Wait, why again do people like Niki Minaj?
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