Friday, December 23, 2011

through darkness and light

Just finished reading The Hunger Games trilogy, and of course I loved it! Midway through the first book I realized I was dangerously close to become attached to the characters in the book like I am to the Harry Potter series. yes yes, nerd is my middle name and I take a lot of pride in it.
No my blog post is not a book review centering around the Hunger Games, nor is it an overview of the books either, for those too lazy to actually read them. If you're curious, go read. Or like most lazy people who think the movie of a book is a good substitute, by all means, watch the movie next March.
Never is a movie ever what the book is.
The Hunger Games is about what the next world will be once we all die. Humans, yes. But what kind? Will they be as compassionate as us. But first, are we compassionate? Have we earned that right?
The more people you love, the more vulnerable you become to those who want to destroy you.
The more people you try to protect, the thinner your protection to each of them.
The more you care about their safety, the easier it is to harm them.
The more people you let into your heart, the more easily it is in the danger of shattering.
When you love, you leave yourself exposed to that which can destroy you.
Never for a moment think the world is full of self-less people, because it isn't.
Everyone wants someone to protect and someone to protect them, someone to love and someone to love them back.
But is that safer than just looking out for yourself alone?
Where you have no one to think of, no obligations to fulfill, no one whose back you need to watch
no one you need to protect, a one man army maybe?
But my best friend says such people lead a sad life, with no one to love, no one to look after them.
He says you have to become vulnerable to have people who love you, you need to see how scary real life is before thinking it is okay to be alone without any support.
To give someone else the power to destroy you from inside through someone close to you is a very scary thing.
But we all do it, knowingly or unknowingly.
Maybe when the time comes to have enough knowledge to be able to chose between these options, who knows what the person beside you might choose to do?


Sunday, December 4, 2011

random musings in the middle of the night

The feeling of being alone in a room full of people hits you at the wrong moment, always. Catching you at the most vulnerable of times, but then that is the whole point of that feeling isn't it? It hits us all at some or the other point in life. Whether we acknowledge it or not is a completely different matter.
Some people are prone to not accepting the way things actually are. They prefer to live in their own version of reality. Problems begin when someone bursts this bubble, real big problems. Ignorance is not always bliss, you just end up making a fool of yourself in front of 10 people you don't know. Not a very good feeling is it?
That is why reality checks are a necessity. Burst you out of your bubble before other people realise how stupid you are.
Haven't we all heard that we die alone? Life just gives us a dose of this time and again by swooping in with the feeling of loneliness in the middle of a crowded room. reality check much?
Perhaps it is in Life's bet interests to give us those reality checks, so we crib about it less in the after-life. If there is one.
This raises another question, what happens to us when we die? yeah well no one knows, so don't think about it too much. Watch Ghost Whisperer and you'll figure out all the after-life answers apart from having th shit scared out of you at 2 am.
Typing in the dark is really a skill isn't it? Yes I just accomplished writing a whole blog post in the dark. Not to say that this will only serve to increase my parents' expenses since I am going to need a new pair of glasses when I go back home. Too much typing and reading and watching ghost whisperer and 90210. On a completely random note, I wish pretty little liars would return. Such epic teenage drama.
Just read this on one of my favorite sites I go to when I need to procrastinate, " the moment when a tv series you've been following gets over and you don't know what to do with your life anymore" such epic words haha!
on a musical note, listen to PennMasala, they're an amazing group of singers. An A Capella group, don't stare at the screen trying to figure out what it means, Google it!  Google is not just for doing your homework, it actually is a source of other information apart from the solutions to all your assignments.
Gotta give the eyes some rest and fall asleep listening to PennMasala.